The Pyschoweirdo’s voice (Part 2)

Who said I’m gonna fall for that crap? Seriously??? Ha ha. You don’t even have the faintest idea about who I truly am. I’m a one hell good of a liar so I’m not one who capitulates to that kind of bullsh*t. There are two voices inside me, however, that keeps on battling with each other. The devilish one said I must believe him, the angelic one though is obviously contradicting it—this angel’s voice urges me to do what I think was right, and not what everybody else think IS right. She’s been overruling me and I loved it that way. Ash will always be Ash. And not even a single mistake of sleeping with a good guy could turn this around.

Whilst listening to the hilarious debates of the two voices in my head, I stood up and waved for a taxi and asked the driver to bring me to Revel Bar, a different bar this time, so I can fulfill the needs of my skin and the tingling feels in my bones, I need to find a bad victim tonight. Otherwise, it’ll be boring.

I picked up my compact powder and put a little of retouch to my face to unleash yet again the lost glow because of the devil that suddenly spoke and argued with the angel I’ve been listening to for more than two decades. That Robbie guy provoked the devil to make me believe that someone could possibly like me on a deeper level. But what if the devil is right? Ugh nooo. Scratch that sh*t. I am bound to stand out, to be who I want to be, just as what the angel inside me has been telling me. That angelic voice has moulded the Ash that I am perfectly well. She has always pushed me to be different, to be bold enough to follow what I want because no one else can tell me what to do, because she said no one cares for me, no one could ever love me, and she’s just right about it.

I made a grand entrance in the bar as usual and everybody seemed to shower me with their seducing eyes speaking of lust and hunger, for the body I’ve been taking care of. You see, I like the attention, to be the center of it, to be the life of the scene, to see them poor eyes longing to touch me and to witness them fight for a single night with me. Because only one man could taste me tonight, one bad guy I’ve been thirsty of since three hours ago.

I saw a group of three guys at the center of the room, by the playbar, heedless of my presence. The ones who initially ignore my strong aura somehow turns me on, like the thought of a hunter finding it so hard to seek for the bear who’s hiding in the woods, it truly excites me.

The guy in the middle with dark colored almost curly hair wearing a plain white shirt and brown trousers, is the bomb. He has thick eyebrows that has complemented his brown or perhaps black eyes and his weird but naturally curled up lashes that looks so hot. He looks kinda Asian with that beautifully tanned complexion. He had no choice but to notice me as I distract them by making my way to the play bar, breaking the group by half, cutting off their non-sense conversations like an arrogant bitch, but the act made them giggle like hungry beasts after all. My skin slightly touched his by the elbow as I order a Martini, as his eyes looking straight to me, and now I’m a few inches away from a fantastic night. I had to secretly find out if he wears a wedding ring so my peripheral vision tried to help me but i see nothing. He smelled of a bad guy anyway so maybe it’s worth a try.

(Note: None of this story is true, this is just a pure product of my imagination, trying to improve myself in my pursuit of writing a novel.)

32 Comments

  1. George F. says:

    This is fantastic! It’s game on Rae!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Apple Rae says:

      Hey George. Thank you! Are you done with your blog post yet?

      Liked by 1 person

      1. George F. says:

        New post up in 5 minutes. It is not about Akira…but that’ll be next!

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      2. Apple Rae says:

        Hi george I can’t seem to post the comment on your recent post about Paul it makes me sad 😥

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      3. George F. says:

        Oops. Just took it down. Apologies. You clicked like yesterday thought you’d read it already.

        Liked by 1 person

      4. Apple Rae says:

        Yea i did and i also left a comment. Did you see my comment? Maybe there’s a problem with my internet 😵

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      5. George F. says:

        Didn’t see comment, but no worries!

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      6. Apple Rae says:

        Aw anyway, i liked the story but it’s another cliff hanger huhu. I wish I could read more of it. I’m so excited with what Lasseter is about to announce 😁 btw, are you done with the new character you were writing? The one who kind of got some of the Psychoweirdo’s traits?

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      7. George F. says:

        Check my blog today. New post up. A post with Akira–our writing contest–will begin soon!!

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      8. Apple Rae says:

        Haha so we have a writing contest now eh? Let me check that one right away but hold on, is this the one where you said you’re gonna post a selfie?

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      9. George F. says:

        LOL! There’s a time delay in our communication. You never responded to the selfie comment, so I never put it up! LOL! Anyway, my new post is up now and yes, we have a writing contest!

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      10. Apple Rae says:

        Heyyy I did reply to that!!! Ugh what is wrong with WordPress 😔 i said i would love to see it!!

        Liked by 1 person

      11. Apple Rae says:

        It’s wordpress’ fault for not showing you my reply lolll

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      12. Apple Rae says:

        Did you see my comment this time?

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      13. George F. says:

        Got it and responded! Thank you so much!

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  2. Enni says:

    and u did a great job (y)

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Apple Rae says:

      Thank you again Enni. Have you seen my comment on your recent post about your dreams?

      Liked by 2 people

      1. Enni says:

        that Award Comment

        Liked by 1 person

      2. Apple Rae says:

        No i left like a long comment just today, oh nooo maybe it didn’t push through? Huhu

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      3. Enni says:

        Ohhh no😫😫😫😫

        Liked by 1 person

      4. Apple Rae says:

        I made a new one 😉

        Liked by 1 person

      5. Enni says:

        Didn’t find any 🙁🙁🙁🙁

        Liked by 1 person

      6. Apple Rae says:

        Srsly? Huhu ive composed like several times huhu

        Liked by 1 person

      7. Enni says:

        🙁🙁🙁🙁 and I wanna read it 😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫

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      8. Apple Rae says:

        I’ll try to comment again today 😘

        Liked by 1 person

      9. Enni says:

        thank you :*

        Liked by 1 person

      10. Apple Rae says:

        Did you see it yet?

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      11. Enni says:

        yeah… thank u 🙂

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  3. Padmkant Upadhyay says:

    Keep Going. Good job.(y)

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Apple Rae says:

      Thank you Padmkant, have you answered my questions for you yet? Lol

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Padmkant Upadhyay says:

        Actually I am not having my lappy right now…I will do it soon…don’t worry. 😄

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      2. Apple Rae says:

        Alright then, no worries 😉

        Liked by 1 person

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