Invisible fear

I was listening carefully with every beat of it.

I put my right hand to my chest, to feel the message it brings.

I was bewildered by its deafening noise—it’s making me sick.

It seems like I was hearing a beat resembling them ones in horror movies.

Trying to decode the fear I can perfectly hear.

Is this even real?

Where does this fear come from?

Is this the fear of being alone or the fear of losing?

Oddly speaking, I couldn’t seem to find out its true meaning.

Perhaps, both or maybe I’m just hallucinating.

For a moment, I stared at the cup in front of me and then brushed off this phase of overthinking…

I sighed whilst smiling when I figured out I’m only palpitating…

this strong coffee is all but to blame.

😅😅😅😅😅

(Photo credit to Pinterest)

42 Comments

  1. Looking back it’s hard to imagine this was once me before coffee.

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Oh yea? Me too, honestly. Just wanted to blame the coffee so I can stop overhinking. Lol

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      1. Haha! Then blame the coffee we shall 😉 Writing helps!

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      2. Apple Rae says:

        True! Thanks for reading and visiting my blog ❤️

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  2. Enni says:

    Hahahaha having a great time with coffee 🤣🤣

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Lol i was kind of foolish to misinterpret the palpitations haha

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      1. Enni says:

        Hahahahahah it’s ohk 🙃🙃🙃

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  3. The Count Gustaf says:

    LOVE THIS

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Hi there! Thank you for the caps-lock lovin for this lol ❤️😂

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      1. The Count Gustaf says:

        🙂 🙂

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Haha thank you!

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  4. Orvillewrong says:

    An interesting idea bought to a beautiful conclusion!

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Aw thank you as always for the positive comments ☺️😉

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  5. Wow. That s deep. But I never fear coffee.

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Aw thanks and good for you. Coffee always makes me nervous 😅

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      1. I’m not really effected by caffeine. I drink a whole pot and go to sleep.

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      2. Apple Rae says:

        Seriously? Ugh im jealous! You’re very lucky ☺️

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  6. George F. says:

    Can’t blame the coffee. Coffee simply stimulated what was already there.

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Sigh. Was just trying to make myself feel better by blaming the coffee lolll but you’re right, George 😑

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      1. George F. says:

        I have a strange new post up. I blame the coffee.

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      2. Apple Rae says:

        Lol oh yea? Will check it out now

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  7. mairi57 says:

    Hi Apple Rae, I tagged for the tml tag. Looking forward to reading your answers to their questions. Cheers

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Hi Mairi, thank you. Will check that one out and will update you once the answers are up ☺️ thanks much! I appreciate it ♥️

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  8. Jokerswild says:

    Coffee contains caffeine which is another word for insane. Wait a minute, invisible fear, rapid heartbeat…..🤔, is this a continuing cliffhanger from PMSing! 😁

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      You are good at decoding huh. It has something to do with PMSing yes and it’s not really the coffee that makes me nervous, it was something else 😉 you have any guess what it is?

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  9. Jokerswild says:

    🤔….. if I had to use my decoding skills then I would say the anxiety of a shared heartbeat would be my guess.😉

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Sigh. Lol

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      1. Jokerswild says:

        Hahaha!!!🃏🃏
        Two pair!

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  10. seems like me after tooooo many coffees (let’s say, double espresso) haha

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Haha that’s too much! But yea me too 😏

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      1. i drink coffee to seldom anyway :)) but sweden one of the 10 countries in the world who drink coffee the most lol

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      2. Apple Rae says:

        Oh you’re swedish? I super love that country, been there last year 😍

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      3. awesome!! glad you enjoyed…its really nice place 🙂 calm and peaceful ..and cold lol

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      4. Apple Rae says:

        Came there last summer so it wasn’t that cold but it’s strange that the sun sets like super late at night and rises mad early. Guess that’s only 4 hrs of darkness eh? Lol

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      5. Haha yes, we have time like this, white nights, but it’s only 1 month a year :))

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  11. Jay Kaushal says:

    Lol yeah coffee can do that to you sometimes. 😉

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Yes right! Lol

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  12. The coffee is right…😁

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Hahaha indeed!

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