Waiting in vain

Scared, i told you I was scared.

Guess you didn’t care,

You drove even faster,

And then slower—then you stopped.

In this snow-filled endless path.

Shivering, i told you I was shivering.

But you didn’t listen.

Deep sigh released, seatbelt unfastened.

You opened the door, then you said something;

“Leave”, you asked me to leave.

I was stunned, now what should I believe?

A promise—you promised you would stay,

“I will be with you no matter what”, all those years you say.

Why then are you leaving me this way?

I was angry and I still am—everyday.

Each time it snows, I remember that day.

The day you left me alone, now I’m full of disdain.

Though deep in my heart, I still hope and pray.

Wishing you would come back to me again.

But I’m scared… baby, I’m scared again.

What if I’m only waiting in vain?

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A million thanks to my dear friend, Lloyd who captured this exceptionally beautiful photograph above that he took in his hometown in West Virginia (if I’m not mistaken) several hours ago. I had to borrow it from him ’cause just by merely staring at it, ideas within me are provoked to burst out effortlessly. Click the link below (or his name above) should you want to witness incredible form of art and photography. See it for yourself. 🙂

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60 Comments

  1. Bartek D says:

    Are you sure it is fic

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      You mean fiction? Lol yes why?

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  2. Bartek D says:

    I’m sorry it somehow posted in the mid writing, I was going to ask if it’s definitely fiction? Nonetheless beautifully written

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      It’s alright i figured. Hmm why do you ask? Does it sound like it’s real?

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      1. Bartek D says:

        I’m sorry it is non of my business, its just that you mentioned recently some hardships and loss plus you have a way of capturing your posts as it was happening right there right now. Just worried for a friend if I’m allowed to say that.

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      2. Apple Rae says:

        Yea ofcourse, that’s so sweet of you. Well, honestly it was the other way around. I was the one who left and kind of feeling some sense of guilt. I wrote this poem thinking of them words he had said.

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      3. Apple Rae says:

        But we have no snow in my country so it’s partly fiction lol it’s just what came out of my heart when I looked at Lloyd’s photo that I borrowed from him 😊

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      4. Bartek D says:

        Thank you and I’m sorry to hear that. The photo is great indeed. We’ll I hope you feel better and that psycho weirdo isn’t only partially fiction 😉

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      5. Apple Rae says:

        Hahaha 🤣 Psychoweirdo is nothing but pure fiction! Lol. I’m her exact opposite, really. Haha 😆

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  3. Bartek D says:

    Maybe from the character and height, the rest I wouldn’t be so sure 😉

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Haha silly! 😝😝😝😝

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  4. Ankit Thapa says:

    I hate to wait. But sometimes you dont have any option but to wait. Nice poem. Lovely photo 🙂

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Fact of life. Thanks always, Ankit ♥️

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      1. Ankit Thapa says:

        You’re welcome 🙂

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  5. Beautiful writings. Was worried like Bartek that it was a true story until I read the comments.

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Aw thank you Lloyd I’m fine now hehe. Thanks for lending me the photo 😉

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      1. You’re welcome 😀

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  6. George F. says:

    I’ll send my character, Paul, to come and hold you, protect you forever.

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      That’d be awesome! But the thought of Akira getting angry with the idea might change my mind lol thanks George!

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      1. George F. says:

        Yea, there’s that…Paul wants to hold and protect all mankind, but she’s turning into a big barrier…

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      2. George F. says:

        I’m meditating on my next post…might be Paul explaining how he leaves his body…

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      3. Apple Rae says:

        Yayyy let me know once it’s up yea?

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      4. George F. says:

        A small post is up giving a synopsis of the story. I’ve had many bloggers entering mid-stream, so it’ll bring you up to date on my fiction–in which Akira is just a part. Dream Big, Apple Rae!

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      5. Apple Rae says:

        Hi George! Will check it out now, sorry been so busy planning for my Australia trip and with work.

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      6. Apple Rae says:

        Uh oh. Post is already deleted 😔

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      7. George F. says:

        Where you been? I got tired of reading it, but I’m writing another “Akira” post (just for you) and I’ll put them both up if interested. (You deserve a synopsis of my fiction novel since you entered late. It may inspire you to continue writing your own fiction novel with PsychoWeirdo. You have talent. Develop it. Publish.)

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      8. Apple Rae says:

        Hi George, was busy with work I got drained I even haven’t slept good for these past days. Anyway, I honestly feels like my works are totally crap but your words uplift me to keep on writing. Yes please put them both up so I can read it. 😊 thank you!!!

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      9. George F. says:

        Yeah, I feel like my work is totally crap too…funny how that works, isn’t it? So you keep on writing! I’ll put my posts up ASAP. Thanks!

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      10. George F. says:

        Creepy, Akira type post now up.

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      11. Apple Rae says:

        Saw it! Damn! I’m starting to hate Akira now lollllll

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      12. George F. says:

        All readers will hate Akira! So happy you get it…

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  7. Orvillewrong says:

    Beautifully written!

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Aw thank youuuu♥️

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  8. Jay Kaushal says:

    Wow!!! This part especially: ” Shivering, i told you I was shivering.
    But you didn’t listen.
    Deep sigh released, seatbelt unfastened.
    You opened the door, then you said something;
    “Leave”, you asked me to leave. ” This is great imagery at work here. Also, it’s the way the poem ends that makes the reader think.. Why, even after going through such pain does the writer still wait for the heartless other?

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Hi Jay, thank you for appreciating this piece. Means a lot to me. Well, it was because the one he loves left without explaining the reason, it’s still an enigma to him, so he hopes that for no reason as well, that person might come back to him ☺️ and because, love? You know? Love makes people hopeful despite the pain it has caused them 😊

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  9. Ward Clever says:

    A great piece, and a heartbreaking one at that. You’ve written a poem that hits me right in the feels. ❤

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Aw thanks, Mr. Clever! ♥️ glad this piece connects to you somehow.😉

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      1. Ward Clever says:

        It does! Thank you for writing. 😊

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Thank you!

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      1. You’re welcome…How are you Apple?

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      2. Apple Rae says:

        I’m doing great, Pantho. Thanks for asking. How bout you?

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      3. Yeah was busy for some time…Now I am back…

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      4. Apple Rae says:

        I’m glad you’re back! Love the tick tock series ☺️

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      5. Will publish the next one tomorrow.

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  10. Beautiful 💓💓👏👏 very touching 😉

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Thank youuuu! So glad to see your comments ♥️♥️♥️

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  11. Issa Dioume says:

    I nominated you for the Mysterious blogger award. Good luck! You can see the nomination on my page, the latest post. It has all the necessary instructions to win.

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Hi Issa! Thank you! I will surely check this out. ☺️

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  12. Jokerswild says:

    I don’t know what hurts more in life, waiting to try and forget about someone that left or forgetting to wait for someone who left. Because if someone walks out after you’ve given yourself to them, what are you waiting for? I loved this piece lovely, I love all you do but this was lovely because it was written with hope but like I said, I looked at it two ways. Hope of getting back or hope of moving on and bettering themselves. It’s funny how certain seasons can trigger certain memories isn’t it, and you pointed that out which I love that about you, your detail to things!❤️. Never grieve. Anything you lose comes round in another form.😊🃏. Lovely post as always my beautiful souled friend.

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Hi Roy, I’m sorry I guess I overlooked your comment omg lol anyway I’m always so pleased with your comments because you understand all my works all the time. Thank you for this in depth review. You are right with it. ♥️♥️

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      1. Jokerswild says:

        That’s okay🙂. Just giving my thoughts on your lovely piece. No problem, like I said, I love reading your work. Take care.😊

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  13. da-AL says:

    what a wonderful shiver-full blend of anticipation, longing, & mystery!

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Thank you, Daal ♥️

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  14. velvetscreams says:

    Beautiful post…..😊😊😊

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Thank you ☺️

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  15. Beautiful photo of the snow covered trees.

    Glad it was able to inspire this poem about being abandoned on a road in the snow.

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    1. Apple Rae says:

      Thank you! It’s more than just that, really. Lol

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  16. Wise Hearted says:

    The photo made me want to put on my warmest clothes and boots and walk down that highway and be surrounded by the beauty of the landscape that with out snow would not be so pretty. As for your words…they are beautiful without snow.

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